A Wish, A Prayer

There are a rare few occasions that I wish I were someone else. This is one of them. I wish I were someone smarter and someone stronger to work harder, much harder. No, I'm not jealous of him being so damn smart (oh yes, at times I have been ALMOST jealous, but since he's so kind, I left it at "almost" state). No, I'm not jealous either of those people who can sit for hours and study hard. I know I have my limits. Too many limits. I'm not complaining about that, I know God loves me still the same. I just wish, oh for this one time in life, I can be smarter and stronger to work longer.

But I'm not. I believe in miracles but I don't think God would make miracles on my final exam. So let this be my prayer. Let me still be grateful for whatever I am, let me still be grateful for whatever my exam results, let me be still grateful that through all this hard work I have never been alone, let me stand strong if disappointments come along. And all in all, let my life always glorify your name, let my life be a blessing to others... It all comes from you, it all belongs to you, and it all will come back to you. I love you, God, more than everything. In Jesus name I believe you are listening and you have answered me. Amen.