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keep asking myself: can I do this? will I ever get to the finish? will I just fail at the end? I am doing everything I can, but it's never enough, never good enough...

 

keep asking myself: how can I keep doing things like this? six months to go, can I do this all the time?

 

keep asking myself: why in the world there must be a broken heart amidst all these pains? why why why... lots on why's, unanswered why's...